Day 1 of Inspired Living

Dear Blogary,

Many people may be asking, why would anyone start a blog? Well considering that I already do have a Nth number of other blogs, this is just yet another foray into the online writing world that I am doing.

Frankly I have no idea how long I can keep up this blog. After all, I did a few times in the past, so let's see k...

Why I started this blog?

• Because I needed to believe again
• Because I know the power of sending my wishes out to the world
• Because I needed an outlet to let out my thoughts.

Perhaps the main reason is because I feel so frustrated and stifled in my life right this very moment now.

• I work 11-12 hour days most days. Even though I do love my job : I love the nature of my job, I love meeting people and getting fresh ideas from them, I love the ownership and empowerment my boss gives me. But but but, I do still feel fatigued over the long hours, and I feel a teensy bit resentful that it is eating so much into my after-work life.
  
  
• Although I am progressing well in my career, I am still not yet a millionaire. As I move further along the coporate pathway, I find that I am more and more inclined to move away from the "dog eat dog" world, where I still think all the money and climbing lies. So does that mean I will never go back and be even further away?
  
  
• Despite being in my 3Xth year of life, I have still yet to buy a cosy nest for myself. Mind you, it's not because I cannot afford it ok. I've got friends and families who have jobs that pay less, financial obligations that were more, yet they've managed to own a $1m freehold condo in Guillemard, or a $800k freehold condo in Geylang, or even a $200k leasehold government flat in Sengkang.
  
  
• My weight has ballooned in the recent few months during and after my studies. I am currently >10 kg heavier than my lightest weight 7-8 years ago.
  
  
• Other than my weight, my health has started to get cranky. And worse still, coz of my job schedule, I don't have much time to exercise!
  
  
• After many years of trying, I still have difficulty talking to my mother. Grunts, whispers, and muffled conversations are all I get from her.
  
  
• My relationship is in shambles. The dream guy I married is now calculative, insecure, stagnant, dense, and most importantly, no longer loving.
  
  

Ok that's it. This will be my only negative posting in this whole blog. Of course there is no privacy in the blogosphere. I do not intend to tell you who I am. Of course, if you find out, it's another thing. Just keep it ssshhhhh that you know ok?